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"Life is like a rainbow. You need both the sun and the rain to make its colors appear. :)"
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"People change. And often, they become the persons they said they will never be. :)"
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I just don’t want to.. really…
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Full name: Ruan Fang Ling
Nickname: ChanChan
Location: HaNoi, Vietnam
Age: 19+
Sex: Sometimes
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how can I..?

How can I forget you?
When to think of you is all I can do
When every time I look around what I see is always you
When every step I made, to you it always leads back
When I still feel your embrace on my entire body
When your voice still lingers on me
When all I can hear is your name
When your smile still driving me insaneHow can I face tomorrow?
When all I can do is to live in sorrow
When I can’t smile or grin
When I already lost my self-esteem
When I grow stuck deep down with this pain
When I already forgotten my own aim?How can I face the future?
When there’s no you in my life structure
When you’re not the one I wake up with
When you’re not the one I always stay withHow can I accept the fact that you’re gone?
When I always insist to myself you’re the one
When I always say were meant to be
When I know that you’re my destinyHow can I say goodbye?
When all the words to be spoken fly
When I don’t want to leave you all the way
When the past still haunts me night and dayHow can I move on?
When I don’t want to look at other p[person
When I always look forward to someone like you
When I always reminisce the things that you do
When I cant bring back a broken heart to anewHow can I insist to myself I don’t love you?
When every time I speak, my eyes tells what’s true
When I say I stopped loving you, but my heart says I still do
When I can still feel the pain of letting you goHow can I live?
When I don’t have my own heart to keep
When you go away with everything I lived for
When there’s nothing left to me no moreCan I greet the warm sunlight?
When I already forgotten the meaning of life
Can I breathe the fresh air?
When all I want is to stop breathing in great despair
Can I feel the drops of the rain?
When I’m already drowned with the tears of pain
Can I feel the presence of my world?
When you are my world itself
Can I appreciate life’s blessings?
When all I wish for is to die to stop this aching
When you’re my strength, my courage, my world.. My life..!??How can I live without you by my side?
How can I stop this aching?
And move on to start a new beginning
When every beginning I pursue
..It always ends up in loving you…always..:)
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I feel..
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"The bright days are gone and the dark days are here.."
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Let’s start from here..
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the end.
Today I wrote your name on a piece of paper then I folded it and threw in the trash. Goodbye. :)
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"If you’re gonna be two-faced, at least make one of them pretty."








